Every year me, my sister, my cousins, my aunt and my grandmother all have a girls day out and go shopping together. Last year, just a month and a half after Leslie died we all went shopping together. I think we each cried at different times. This year will be just as rough. I still miss just as much. Sometimes I think it hurts more because it's longer that I haven't got to see her. I wish she could watch our little cousin Devon now that he's walking. And I want her to be able to see our cousin Garrett before he goes to Guam. My life, my family, has altered greatly in just a little over a year. I honestly feel like a different person now and I don't know if that's good or bad. Sadie is amazing. I still miss Bear. I have other girls saying I'll be your sister. Which is a nice gesture but obviously does not count. All of my typing seems random. Sorry about that. I'm also worried. I have several essays I'm working on my school. I thinking I'm coming done with something. I feel like crap. Oh well...
Semester is over. Time of truth.
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